In which I rant at the internet because I’m useless as fuck and cancer ruins everything
STUPID FUCKING CANCER YOU STUPID SHIT FUCKING FUCK FUCK. I DON’T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH ANY OF THIS.
You said that she had around 5 years left. IT HASN’T EVEN BEEN ONE YEAR YOU FUCKING SHITS.
Now I’m meant to go back and celebrate Christmas like everything is still the same over here. I have to be 5,000 miles away whilst a family I love falls apart. And the worst part is that even if I was here, there is literally nothing I can do to help any of them.
Just. Fuck you, cancer. Fuck you to hell. Stop killing. Please stop killing her. Please.